Surround with L.O.V.E - Alhamdulillah

Salam & hello dear readers...

Right now I'm 22 weeks of pregnancy....fuhhhhhh...the sickness getting slower...alhamdulillah...I'm not too strong to face the sickness at the office....its terrible! Getting pregnant with two toddler with me and my husband just make me feel full of L.O.V.E!!!I feel blessed...alhamdulillah....I just hope life getting better each day...with more peaceful, rezeki and yeah urmmmmm just want everything much better, and owhhhh, I always include in my DOA to be better muslim, daughter, mummy and wife! I wish to not forget Allah every second of my breath!

Live the Life with full of L.O.V.E and blessed!

I Love To Do What I love To Do!

Salam and hello again! 

I always have something to do inside my head...hahahahah....sometimes me myself wonder actually what I really like to do and who actually I want to be....I have a lot of hobbies ...I love to cook, to sew, gardening, cleaning etc etc and etc! hahahahaha....and of course everything I do it should be something related with business (so at the same time I also can generate some income for my self!wink!)

yeahhhh...being a person with a lot of hobbies make me super busy ++ kids and family to take care...but I really happy with it...I always have things to do.....I love being creative and do handmade products (although   maybe it is not look pro enough!hihihihihi), but its OK, we live the life just once right.....so just do what we want to do, as long do not ever cross the line of our belief and religious....PEACE!

Double EL

2 kali berturut in 1 week ambil EL....lucky I have a very understandable boss....fuhhhhhh....1st time my little qaliph not well plus me myself pun sickness tak habis2 lagi during my 3rd pregnancy ni...and 2nd time all of us terpaksa balik ke Johor Bahru, my tok mak jatuh sakit pula...perghhhh....im getting sick too rasanya...but alhamdulillah tok mak getting better, as usual lah doctor government hospital 10 orang datang, 10 orang cakap benda yang berbeza, sampai pening kami semua, tapi ni semua kerja Allah s.w.t....anyway Alhamdulillah, she is getting OK...

so lepas ambil EL berturut ni kebetulan in that week juga ada cuti Deepavali and Awal Muharam...so direct lah dapat cuti 1 week terus...hihihihihihi....happy with kids walaupun dalam keadaan penat ya amat duduk dalam kereta berjam jam ulang alik hospital lagi...pagi ni nak pegi keje pun dah liat semacam...hahahah siap tak dengan bunyi alarm, nasib hero mummy kejut nak nenen jam 6.30 pg...kalau tak EL another day lah...erkkkkkk, tak berani lah mummy, bakal dapat warning letter plak nanti....hihihi...walaupun niat di hati nak berhenti sangat, but not this way lah...i still want to maintain my reputation in front of my bosses and colleagues....but I really have to taking care of children next year, lagilah nak tambah lagi seorang ni....hurmmmmm.....ni semua jalan Allah yang tentukan, i just have to pray and berusaha, and hopefully rezeki  suami bertambah baik so i can happily resign and taking care of my children and in my own house....hopefully....AMIN.....

Doa

Tak pernah putus doaku
semoga mereka dilindungi,
Semoga mereka diberi layanan yang baik,
semoga mereka diberi makanan bila lapar,
semoga mereka dipujuk bila menangis mahupun ketakutan,
semoga sentiasa dalam pengawasan....

biarlah nyawaku dulu yang diambil,
tapi,
jangan mereka terlebih dahulu,
kerana ia akan menjadi penyesalan sehingga ke mati seorang ibu,
kerana tidak dapat menjaga keselamatan anak-anak kesayangan,
kerana terpaksa menyerahkan tanggungjawab tersebut kepada orang yang tidak bertanggungjawab,

tapi apakan daya,
ibu ini tidak mampu untuk menjaga mereka sendiri,
terpaksa bekerja untuk kepentingan sekeliling dan juga terutamanya mereka,

Ya Allah,
Kau berikanlah yang terbaik buat mereka...
Ampunkanlah hambamu ini...
Jika karma yang engkau hendak turunkan, ku pohon engkau turunkanlah kepada hambamu ini,
bukan kepada mereka...ku pohon...