Blogging - the only way I can mumbles

yey...this is the only way I can 'speak' without anyone comments (especially -ve comments) and sebab for the time being I tak promote this blog to anybody :)...sapa2 yang google for it tu lain citer k...


1st - i miss our sect.12 hut...really miss it...that the most suitable house for all of us to live in...tapi nak buat macamana, ini semua kehendak-Nya...mesti ada yang terbaik telah ditentukan olehNya...mungkin juga dia mendengar my mumbles regarding how wonderful to live in new development bungalow house....n tadaaaaaa now WE already moved in...but yey....yang lama tetap terbaik...well..... :(


2nd - hidup ini mmg perlu banyak bersabar, especially bila dah berkeluarga n ada kids, well im very lack of patient, dari dulu sampai sekarang, n my father know it very well...(my late mother the most)...I still hardly learn how to manage my anger...even with my own kids...sometimes I'm so sad...why I have to be like a mad@bad person when i lost my anger...


3rd - I have a lot of plan@business@dreams@hobbies to do...hahahah....i cant google...it is just make me like cacing kepanasan to do everything in one time...and for all that, i cant get pregnant again dalam masa terdekat ini (is it OK?) actually i dont know...but i cant lie to myself, im not that type of person yang boleh spend my 2 months berpantang dgn duduk saja...errrrr not again...im so not ready to face it again after 2 times of it...no no no...not again, really....tapi kalau Allah dah bagi rezeki, I terima...but HE always know the best untuk hambaNya....thank GOD....


4th - I LOVE MY HUSBAND SO MUCH...walaupun dia DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS BLOG :))